Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Here goes!

This is my first time at making a blog, so I hope there is no right or wrong way!
We, I mean all the members of Scraptown, were challenged to create a blog, so here I am.

I am taking today for myself.
Well, kind of.
I already went into work and am now back home.

I work at a weight control center and Wednesday's are my only days "free" to get stuff accomplished there that I cannot get done during normal working hours.
My job is beginning to take it's tole on me.
You would think that with working at a weight control center I would be butt skinny.
Actually, its the other way completely.
In order to do this job, you have to be a dietician, a psychologist, a mind reader and be able to take having women chew you out if they gain or do not lose.
I am tired, after almost 6 years, of my own goal weight being put last.
I internalize, just like most women do, on how to fix all the women problem's who come in to the center.
I'm lucky to keep my own at bay, let alone 100 other women's.
Not all women are like this, but when they are completely reliable on you for answers,
some times, I have nothing left to give, and this is the point I am at.
I am ready to stop having people yelling at me for something I do not control.
I have a few ideas of what I want to do, but, right now, money is a bigger issue, so I stay put.

3 comments:

Treighsie said...

Vern,
*hug* Don't ever put someone else before you... you're the important one!!
Tracy

Unknown said...

Hi Vern,

It's good to see you have joined blogging land. I am sorry that work is burning you out, it sounds like a change is needed, even if it is one where you put yourself first for once.

Anonymous said...

Hi Vern!

*BIG HUGS* I think we have all been there at some point in our lives...just know that you are special and loved by many, no matter your size.